Dinking and Driving.

I try not to think about it too much. It honestly depresses me when I think about it. Not the fact that it happened but more the fact that everyday I live with a constant reminder, the neck aches, back aches, aches, and pains throughout my whole body. Sometimes I feel like I will never go back to the old me. Its not that I don't want to be the happy, but lately I feel like I have nothing else to be happy for. The only people that are here for me are my family. No friends, nobody that I can really sit down and talk to and let my feelings out who actually understands me. Maybe I am over reacting about the whole situation and I am being a drama queen but I can't help how I feel.